Devious Journal Entryit is hardly imaginable that other people can possibly feel the same way about someone as I feel about you.
this feeling is too big, too unbelievable that it even exists
to know that someone will love me unconditionally
and to know that I'm able to love unconditionally back
this, in whole, cannot be put into words.
it's been less than 24 hours yet I cannot resist missing you more than anything
despite my want of isolation I've been pulled out of my cave of grief
but please don't worry when I crawl back in.
this year might be numbing but I'm hoping for refreshing instead
but to be honest I'm a little too fed up to even care much anymore.
it's not fair that I'm left here alone to deal with this
I've got another set of eyes that are constantly fixed on my back
this is all getting too old
I just hope that I'm not joining the team
it never started yet somehow it ended
he's pulled you through a lot with little remorse
yet you are still not giving up.
let it finally sink in that he's nothing but bad news
only turning into old news
and he's just going to keep bringing you down
I feel like I tried so hard to not become you only to become a bitter reflection
but at least I'm conscious about this.
I'm still hanging on until you let go, but it's not by choice
Gloomy
but advanced art here is awesome, you would love it.
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and i hope that the suite sleeps and suits you well
art at nnec is good except every time I get excited to draw we go to the lab and do critics or something. not a happy camper.
the only computer work we've done is look up famous installation art.
im currently working on a tree person crawling out of a brick wall (the front of the school) made entirely out of branches.
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and i hope that the suite sleeps and suits you well
it sounds neato (:
thanks, your gallery's fantastic! I'm definitely keeping an eye on it (:
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I was born very far from where I'm supposed to be and so I'm on my way home."
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